kaye's journal

my love

2006-09-09T23:02:00.000-07:00

an empty street an empty house i hold inside my heart im all alone the rooms are getting smaller i wander how i wander why i wander where they are the days we had the songs we sang together oh ye! and oh my love where holding on forever reaching for the love that seems so far so i say a little prayer and hope my dreams will take me there were the skies are blue i see you once again my love i try to read i go to work im laughing with my friends but i cant stop to get myself from thinking oh no!and oh my love were holding forever reaching for the love that seems _-_____so far my love over seasons coast to coast to find the place i love the most where the fields are green to see you once again my love! MY LOVE!

hi there

2006-09-09T22:46:00.000-07:00

hello! its been a long time since your gone! wow! the hurt is killing me slowly! we just met at the billiard place we became friends and now lovers time is so fast! its magic i thought that i will die coz of sadness coz i just broke up with somebody but life is sad and fair also! im still alive! im still breathing! life just go on! thank God everyday its a new day full of adventures heartaches surprises they are the ones who is always with me never leave me and always follows wherever i go! i thank them dearly! but you know what the feelings are empty rightnow i dont know what to do where are you? i ask myself does he loves me still? what will i do to please his father? will i do the things that can make me forget him? maybe yes or not! its so weird so boring to think that im waiting still for almost a year! what will i do? cry? slash my fist? drink some poison? hello? im not stupid my friends tell me that there are many fishes in the sea! go catch another one! is that so simple! forget the one that you are just starting to love? but he is missing its so bad! but im strong and i will be always strong! i can handle this on my own! so you if your reading this please help me!

im in love!

2006-09-09T22:32:00.000-07:00

im in love! one of the weirdest thing in life! love is a very crazy word! its really universal! love love love whats really inside of this word love? many! its really infinite all people can give different meanings for this word specially the gifted ones who has been greatly in love! love can make you cry! make you sad! make you do all the crazy things you dont know you can do! (love oh, love) i believe i believe in love and like the stars above oh i believe in love! i will die if theres no love! love is anywhere! a gift from God! a magic thing! but what if your not in love? and you dont know how to love? i can say deep inside this person there is a small space (inside the heart) where you can find love! so dont worry no person has no heart! do you agree with me? even if i die i will still be in love and evryday im always inlove! i hope were the same!

my friend's journal

2006-09-09T22:24:00.000-07:00

my friend* she's about my age and i love her very much! it started a long way back at our place were playmates and i want to dedicate this message to her i miss you so much! i wish you can still remember me! i know that your not here but from the bottom of my heart ill never ever forget you my dearest bestfriend susana! i came back to loyola but i didnt find you i got so hurt i cried coz i long for you but always hoping that i can see you even if it takes me forever!

Pink

2006-08-29T22:56:00.000-07:00

Laura Cummings

Feather light wings that float softly through the air tickled by specks of dust.
Bright white light inflamed with pink and laced with gold.
Raising flowers, changing seasons, singing in high pitched voices that only children can hear.
Little tiny people in little tiny clothes.
Pink, White and Baby Blue, Only innocent eyes can see.

Pink nail varnish, Pink lipstick, Pink eye shadow, Pink blusher, Pink clothes that reveal too much Pink skin.
Standing on street corners innocent eyes forgotten.
Long ago were the days when fairies were believed in.
Lost memories and lost dreams, innocence killed, for a life of nightmares and love ripped at the seams.